Drive

I got to drive Steven to work yesterday and then go pick him up. I know it sounds small but I loved the extra time with him. I've been starved for time with him so finding a way to get more is always a plus. I was thinking about how nice things are in this relationship compared to my marriage. I've now been with Steven for almost as long as I was married. When I think about my relationship with my husband at about this point I was dreading spending time with him. I would find extra things to do to avoid being alone with him. Can you believe that? That's just sad. I can't imagine not wanting to spend time with Steven, it's just a foreign concept to me. I'm so grateful that I'm finally in the loving relationship that I've always wanted, and quite frankly, that I deserve.